1.
"I
never
thought
I
would
miss
those
dreary
walls
and
the
sound
of
the
metal
bars
closing
behind
me,
but
now
I
do.
"
【怀念监牢生活】
2.
"Maybe
it's
because
in
prison,
everything
is
simple.
You
have
your
schedule,
your
routine,
and
your
limited
options.
But
out
here,
it's
overwhelming.
"
【怀念监狱里生活】
3.
"I
miss
the
sense
of
community
we
had
in
our
cellblock.
We
depended
on
each
other,
looked
out
for
each
other.
Now
that
I'm
on
the
outside,
I'm
all
alone.
"
【怀念监狱里的感觉】
4.
"Sometimes
I
miss
the
adrenaline
rush
of
hiding
contraband
in
my
cell
or
sneaking
a
message
to
a
friend
in
another
block.
There's
nothing
like
feeling
alive
in
the
face
of
danger.
"
【怀念监狱的危险刺激】
5.
"There's
a
certain
comfort
in
knowing
exactly
what's
expected
of
you.
In
prison,
you
know
what
rules
to
follow
and
what
will
happen
if
you
break
them.
Out
here,
nothing
is
certain.
"
【怀念监狱的规矩】
6.
"I
miss
having
a
purpose.
Even
if
it
was
just
cleaning
the
cell
or
doing
laundry,
it
felt
like
I
was
contributing
to
something
greater
than
myself.
"
【怀念监狱的使命感】
7.
"In
prison,
you
don't
have
to
worry
about
bills,
taxes,
or
the
other
stresses
of
the
outside
world.
All
you
have
to
do
is
survive
another
day.
"
【怀念监狱的简单生活】
8.
"I
miss
the
routine
of
waking
up
early,
exercising,
and
preparing
for
the
day
ahead.
Now
that
I'm
out,
I
struggle
to
find
motivation
to
do
anything
at
all.
"
【怀念监狱的日常生活】
9.
"There's
a
bond
that
forms
between
people
who
have
been
through
the
same
struggles
and
difficulties.
I
miss
that
sense
of
camaraderie
and
shared
experience.
"
【怀念监狱里的友谊】
10.
"In
prison,
you
develop
a
certain
toughness
that
you
can't
find
anywhere
else.
You
learn
to
keep
your
head
down,
your
mouth
shut,
and
your
eyes
open.
Out
here,
I
feel
vulnerable
and
exposed.
"
【怀念监狱里的坚毅】
11.
"I
miss
the
silence
of
the
prison
yard
at
night,
broken
only
by
the
occasional
sound
of
a
guard
making
his
rounds.
Out
here,
there's
always
noise
and
distraction.
"
【怀念监狱里的宁静】
12.
"In
prison,
you
have
a
lot
of
time
to
think.
You
reflect
on
your
past
mistakes,
your
present
circumstances,
and
your
future
hopes.
Out
here,
there's
so
much
stimulation
that
it's
hard
to
find
a
quiet
moment.
"
【怀念监狱里的思考时间】
13.
"I
miss
the
way
that
prison
forced
me
to
confront
myself
and
my
demons.
Out
here,
it's
easy
to
avoid
difficult
truths
and
bury
them
under
distractions.
"
【怀念监狱里的直面自我】
14.
"There's
a
sense
of
order
and
structure
in
prison
that
can
be
reassuring.
Out
here,
everything
feels
chaotic
and
unpredictable.
"
【怀念监狱里的秩序】
15.
"In
prison,
you
don't
have
to
worry
about
appearances
or
putting
on
a
show.
You
can
be
yourself,
raw
and
unedited.
Out
here,
it's
all
about
social
norms
and
expectations.
"
【怀念监狱里的真我】
16.
"I
miss
the
way
that
prison
forced
me
to
be
resourceful
and
creative.
You
have
to
come
up
with
solutions
to
problems
that
seem
insurmountable
with
limited
resources
and
options.
"
【怀念监狱里的创造力】
17.
"In
prison,
you
learn
to
appreciate
the
small
things
in
life.
A
letter
from
a
loved
one,
a
fresh
piece
of
fruit,
a
good
book.
Out
here,
we
take
those
things
for
granted.
"
【怀念监狱里的感恩之心】
18.
"I
miss
the
way
that
prison
taught
me
to
focus
on
what
really
matters.
In
there,
it's
all
about
survival
and
protecting
your
loved
ones.
Out
here,
it's
easy
to
get
distracted
by
trivial
pursuits.
"
【怀念监狱里的专注精神】
19.
"There's
something
peaceful
about
being
disconnected
from
the
outside
world.
No
social
media,
no
news,
no
drama.
In
prison,
it's
just
you
and
the
people
around
you.
"
【怀念监狱里的与世隔绝】
20.
"I
miss
the
sense
of
purpose
that
comes
with
having
a
sentence
to
serve.
It's
a
clear
goal
with
a
clear
end
date.
Out
here,
life
can
feel
aimless
and
uncertain.
"
【怀念监狱里的有目的生活】